Sunday, December 15, 2013

Holidays

Dear Santa, I have been a good girl this year, I hope you understand what I mean. hahahaha

Christmas is around the corner, I haven't shop any clothes yet DDDD: every shops are having their big year end sales, hope I get the clothes I love. To be updated with this topic after I shopped. 

Well this week, I having some family and friends issues, it's about my brother actually. He just hates me for no reasons. I don't know what's going on, we're not talking for weeks, I tried to talk to him but he ignored and went out after that. I thought it was some normal argument until I saw him 'unfriend' me on Facebook. I knew it might be some serious issues. But he wouldn't want to talk. He talked with mom happily and when he saw me, he remained silent then went out. This routine keep on every single day. I don't know what happened, but I too tired to tolerate him every time. I cried every night for this little problem, I just want my family to be happy and since it's December, it's also Christmas where everyone is grateful and happy. It's been weeks now, I hope everything will be fine soon, I hope. 
I steal this photo from Cindy's blog, sorryyyyyyyy. Muahahaha, I promise will stalk your blog every time. <3
#2013 January 1st.

I didn't went to interview for jobs, too lazy and I got to help my mom with house chores. I learned that housework never ever ends. I was like washing the dishes and when I was done washing, boom another 'batch' came again. When I do the laundry, boom another came again. IT NEVER END. Then during night, I will help my mom with her job which requires two person to do it. It's boring but I accomplished hahaha other than that, I spend time facing the laptop every time. 
Everyone knows I'm a super fan of YouTube celebrities, I watched YouTuber's videos since I was 13, I still watch it now hahaha (ps: In case you don't know what is youtubers/YouTube celebrities, they upload some videos of them with interesting things or whatsoever to YouTube, and we watch it, then YouTube pay them, and if we subscribe to them, they got paid too, by YouTube.)  lately I go to YouTube and look for videos to watch in case they upload any of it, I notice I haven't watch any of Sungha's videos, when I clicked on it, wow, he is a talented guy ever. I love guitar and he is a guitar's God give talent. Don't believe it? You name it, he plays it! hahaha Continue the hard work! Can't believe he and I are both same age! 




Guys that play instruments are so attractive. ♥

Oh yeah, one more thing to share, Captain Phillip! Watched it on 11.12.13 with my dearest church members. At first, I was really no clue what was this movie about until the Somalian's part. It was awesome because I could really into it. This movie was filmed based on a true story. Thumbs up! 
They are young and fearless




When they hijacking his cargo ship, I was like ' no, no way!' along in the cinema, you could see I was really into the movie. hahahaha Nice movie tho. When last part, Phillips was giving up saving himself, he yelled out loudly "Please tell my wife I love her, I love you Andrea! Sorry Daniel, dad's at here couldn't......'' He is a great dad ;) Watch this movie!

That's all to update. Happy holiday and stay happy ;)

Michelle 


Sunday, December 8, 2013

A good start

Returning my textbooks to school, getting some certificates and officially leaving my school. It's quite sad because school was like my second home, I went there study for 5 years and now graduated. Let it pass :D

December 4, hang out with my babes! I drove them to Queensbay mall, we were insane, none of them know how to go to Queensbay, we almost lost. Thankfully we have road signs for like every 5 minutes, we reached there after an hour. LOL as soon we reached there, we just walked around then we went to karaoke, neway. They said student prices were RM13++ per person, we were shocked because it was so cheap, and it ended up RM20++ included taxes and drinks (which were not included in the student prices list) lol.
We sing sang sung and enjoyed it, we knew that we might not be able to have this kind of gathering anymore, some gonna work soon, some gonna leave to Sg, some might further their studies. well, it's kinda sad when people started to grow up. So I cherish every moments we had.


dear bangs, please grow faster.


they say I look like little kwang soo. :\








Some little pictures we had together ;) Too lazy to post it up all hehehe

after some shopping, I drove them back home safely, really thank God so much, He listened to my prayer, because I never drive so far before, mum called me to keep pray in the car before drive and be careful. Really thanks God so much! xxx

The day after the fun and excitement, I was ill, terrible cold and sore throat. My dark circle even more darker than ever. Guess we party too hard. LOL I rest at home for a day. Online whole day or just take a nap. Then wake up helping mom doing all the housework, like a good girl. hahaha Mom is so busy lately, gonna take over everything, help her and be her little assistant. It's like my routine right now, washing the dishes, rinse off the clothes, fold it, clean the house lah. I just notice all these works never end everyday. Thank you mom for the sacrifices as a working mom and housewife. I'm now free and nothing to do, I'm trying to find some ways to help my mom, maybe I will find some jobs within these few weeks. 

Friday. I hiao go 1st Avenue to visit H&M since Thursday was the opening. Traffic jam, no parking lots, totally cannot expect the situation would be so worst. Mom said I'm stupid because it was Friday and new shopping lot is opening sure many people went there. Well, she's right. But as soon I reached there, I picked up clothes that suit me and tried it on. Well H&M did not disappointed me. huehuehuehue
Cute leh.
After that I hiao went to every clothes shop and looked for clothes which suits me. *The nicer the clothes the nicer the prices. -Michelle hahaha So having dinner there then back home. I back home at the wrong time, it's when everyone have their work done and back home. KO RAINING, MY CAR KO MANUAL. Gaining experience every time when I'm out :D





Saturday, IT'S CHURCH TIME! I went to church almost whole day today. We had drama rehearsal and Youth Christmas Celebration, excited and nervous at the same time, I scare I made some mistakes or make Cindy disappointed so gonna try my very best. Fortunately, everyone did their best! I hope I had some improvement after some practice next time. ;) 

Some boring updates for my first week of holiday after exam. Stay tune for more, thanks for watching :3

Michelle. ;)

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Sickness

It's almost December and the weather in Malaysia is a disaster, the sun shines bright in the morning, the rain pours at night. Take good care and drink lots of water. My mom's sick D: Two days ago, I was sleeping then I heard someone was calling my name, I woke up and I saw my mom vomit at the living room. I quickly helped my mom got up and cleaned the floor. I was so shocked and panic at the same time. It's was during midnight 4.40am, after done helping her, I got on to bed and sleep. The next day, my mom was not feeling well, I wanted to bring her to the clinic but she insisted to rest at home. So I took some medicine that our home had and gave it to her. I ended up cleaning the whole house. LOL hahaha after that, Cindy called and asked me whether I could helped her perform a drama. So after my late lunch-dinner I went to church for practicing. My character's name -- Mandy, is a bad girl. I hope I can act it out, the bad side of me wahahahaha I hope D: haha After some practicing, I went home and did some cleaning and washing again. My mom still in the same condition. I hope she will getting better.
Some times, she said things that making me upset, like dying or some sort of shit LOL let's not mention it. I only have you the only family left, everything is gonna be fine. I know you're hiding something from me, I've seen you brought some pills from the pharmacy and hide it, and every time I asked, you quickly hide or just call me to shut up, or call me no need to know lots of things, if you have any sick or anything please tell me. Don't make me worry please. I really could not imagine myself become an orphan again after years I had losing a dad. lol I sounded so pathetic.Anyway, my mom is now having severe headache and minor sick, so don't worry about it, I know she will be fine after some rest. ;)
creeeeeeepy


just a random post. MUAHAHA

Michelle. ;)

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Novembrrrr


Heyyyyylo! I'm back! Finally, I'm free to update my craps, I'm still left my final subject, mandarin. Let's not get worry and enjoy everything, holidays and Christmas is around the corner. Now I really hope December is the awesome month.

Let's talk about my exam. Totally shittttt. I think I know what will I get for my results already. :( Can't imagine how bad it could be, I am really disappointed to myself, I can just regret and learn my lessons. It's my own fault for not study, I can't overcome my laziness, I ruined my own future. I really feel sorry to my mom. Like seriously, my family and those aunties uncles will be curious about how many A's and not how hard you get credits. Of course I want to get A's but my laziness strikes, I really don't know how to overcome it. I don't know why. My mom must be very embarrassed to have a daughter like me. 


In the middle of exam I've joined a camp, called joy's camp. I also want to give myself a round of applause, exam also can go to camp. Yeah, I don't know what I was thinking too. My mom scolded me too actually, : 'Cindy, Ah Girl they didn't join this year, can you just don't join the camp and focus your studies?' Sorry mom. But overall, I ended up very tired after joining the camp, I fall asleep in the examination hall for the first time of my life, I never do that before lol hahaha Luckily, I've done my paper before I fall asleep. Back to the topic, I don't feel the same this year. Maybe of tiring or other reason. Too many things happened, I was trapped in the middle too. I tried to explain but no one listened. 4 days 3 nights are really tiring. Sometimes, I just want to run away and avoid everything. Lazy to explain, explain also useless one lol. I get lazy to care also, if want to scold then scold, if want to mad then mad. I'm okay with it ;) When the time passed, everything will back to normal. Anyway, picture of me and my boy! I watched him growing up when he was just 5years old, and now he is 8-9. TIME FLIESSS

we look cute together hahaha *multiracial



cutie jie ying




okay, my fault



duckface :*



Cleaning process #1


Cleaning process #2


Didn't get to take alot of picture because everyone is so busy and tired, hahaha next time next time. 
Too much awkwardness, too much stories, too much craps. hahahaha 

Oh yeah, I finally got my car, I drove it and everyone's safe. hahahaha I brought my brother and friend to watch night movie, it's late night. We thought there would a few people but it turned out crowded of people. So damn many people. We watched 'firefly', I rated 4/10. Sorry, it just funny but not really interesting. Then we back home safe. Thank God He guides us. ;)
So funny hahahaha







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Dear all, how's your Christmas celebration? Must find someday to shop for Christmas, I'm excited for Christmas, I believe most people too. Christmas is where miracles happen. *Fantasy hahahaha 
After exam, I might be working to gain experience, and of course to earn some money. After exam I will be rushing to watch all dramas too, China, Taiwan, Malaysia, Korea everything! Creepy, horror, sad, sweet, romance, I won't miss a thing. Hahahaha Too bad I might not having much time to hang out. Gonna plan it well. 

Next up, form 6 or college? Frustrating. totally clueless about it. Decided to wait for my results only decide then. Finally I can grow longggggg hair! So happy :3 I never seen myself grew long hair, always that mushroom head, or ugly short hair. Excited for it :) Hehehehe I want to look like song ji hyo like this eh, wahahahaha dream girl. become thinner, become prettier hahahaha


Elegant! <3
Then find handsome boyfriend hahahahaha XD
Just kidding lah. hahaha

oh yeah, before I forget, 21st and 24th of December my church will held Christmas Celebration, YOU ARE VERY WELCOME TO JOIN US. The ticket price will be RM5( 21st night) and RM25 (24th night). 
Guess nothing to update already? well, thanks for viewing peeps. ;) Hmmm, I will be update frequently I think ;) haha See you. 

There goes the Christmas spirits ♥


the trees and lights ♥



decorations ♥




cookies and hot chocolates ♥




Sweets and candy ♥




Presentssss ♥





And you.



And Jesus Christ born.


Michelle ♥

Thursday, October 31, 2013

End of Oct.

Happy spooky peeps! It's Halloween and I just want share my day with you. ;D 

I skipped school in the morning, I am really ill and I couldn't go, so I slept until noon. After having brunch, mom's tradition, visits dad on Halloween. Actually any random day also okay with it but mom is free so we went to visit him today. ;)
we stopped by the nearest florist shop and bought some flowers, I chose one type of flower called as 'forget me not', weird name but it smells good. My mom chose the rest of it as she was professional than me hahaha. Then we went to Bukit Gantung. 
Outfit of the day?
After the visit, we went to my Grandpa's house. I miss my grandpa sooooo much! As usual, me and my brother sat on the couch and watched movie, my mom was the one who keep talking to grandpa hahaha! Grandpa said I can't grow tall and fat, keep calling me to eat eat and eat. Don't mind gaining weight. Awwww, I can felt his concern and love. Hours later, we decided to back home, before I leave Grandpa said this, ('要吃得像你妈妈一样肥'*in hokkien) ahahahahaha I was trying to hold back my laughter, and my mom couldn't say a word hahahaha Love you grandpa, sooo much! Promise to visit you more often. Stay healthy and handsome.


SPM is coming real soon, my life is so mess up, my room is so mess up, my hair is so mess up. #typicalstudentsproblem LOLOLOL I hope everyone could pass their exam with flying colors. Good luck! This might be my last post until Christmas? So, see you soon bloggy. 




Enjoy craving pumpkins and trick treating ;)

Michelle.

Monday, October 28, 2013

My high school story


This might be a long long story, so sit back and enjoy ;D

5 years ago, I was transferred to Union High School, I was in the third class 1D where every girls at there were so hardworking and clever. I was transferred a month later so I was classified as the weirdo girl. But I was thankful enough I was in the same class with my primary friends *Makiyo, Cindy and Francoise. After weeks of interactions in class, I noticed that we were closed to each other too. But then, I remembered that one time, our school last term of examination, someone was caught cheating and she was crying so bad at discipline room, we all felt bad for her as she was our friend. And all the sudden, she told the discipline teacher that all of our gang was cheating too, it really pissed me off that time, because it was a serious case and I never got into big trouble at school. I was just a form 1 girl! The news spread and the whole school knew about it. I keep on denied, denied and denied until the teacher called my  mother to school. They called other girls parents to school too, Makiyo was one of them too. My mom came after the call, I can see clearly she was really disappointed at me, seems like I can't explain anything but to admit that cheating things, I was not allowed to go to school for 2 days, got demerit 20 marks and got myself 0 mark on that subject paper. I was upset about this incident but I couldn't do anything about it. I started to hate my school, my teacher, and every stupid things surrounded me. I was thinking that 'since I got demerit for something I haven't done for, why don't I challenge the school?' And I started to rebel at those young aged. 
Im really sorry this photo quality, quite a long time photo. 
In second year of High school, I dropped classes from third to the sixth class (the second last class), thanks to the discipline teacher and every teacher who decided it, I became more lazy and gave up on my studies, I felt that friends were more important than everything, they trusted me, they supported me, they were there whenever I need help.


So innocent hahahaha



All faking infront the camera







I having a fun time during the second year, I didn't passed up any homework, I made the teacher angry at me because I didn't brought any books to school, I was caught by discipline teacher due to my hair, my socks, my earrings, everything that against school rules. I remembered that one time, the discipline teacher cut my hair in front of all the students, because my hair was longer a few centimeter than the rules, I cried at school lol funny moments there. Then, I had awful relationships (like puppy love lol), my mom stressed out, I was counseling by my church people, my mom has been so worried for my changes. I had no fear, because I know my friends were there, they still love me no matter how. I was like 'friendship forever' no matter what happened, but it turns out we can't be together for so long.

I was not the same class with them during the third year, I went to 3F which I went to front class while they went to last class. We lost contact, didn't seen each other, I cried for many many times whenever they posted photos together without me. ( this is harsh, no one could understand me although it sounded so childish haha) my only friend, weishi a.k.a ahbit *her nickname was there with me all the time. I thought our friendship were like forever, yet all the sudden disappeared. I missed them so much but it's alright, life must moved on, right?
Then, I met new friends, Joan, Ker Wei, Chiew Pei and the gang. hahaha I was very thankful enough you guys treated me as friend, and love me too. I've slowly changed but my laziness still was my biggest obstacle. Third year was important year, I was having PMR exam and I was fooling around at school. I brought phone to school to play games, I skipped classes to toilet, to canteen, to anywhere no one could found me. I was totally useless at all, I hate studying and facing the books or teacher, but I still respect them, I never shouted, never angry, never yelled, never fought against teachers. If the teacher's right, she/he's right, I will remain silent because I know that was my mistakes.
Months and months, my attitude toward school never changed. I even wanted my mom transferred me to another school.
Until some incidents happened to me, I had family issued and I always thought my mom only love my younger brother, I had jealousy on my brother, he was quite rebellion at that time, I always got hit by him, he beat me, scold me, saying that he hated me to had a sister like me. Words hurt, everybody. And some point, I felt that my mom was the one who deeply hurt, I felt so sorry to her, she was the strong woman who raise us, feed us, love us, even stay strong when my dad passed away, she gave up everything, she was the one sacrificed herself. I was the idiot one that made up lots of trouble, lots of things she hated. So I've grown up, mentally I meant, to be more mature, to be someone useful and to make my mom proud of. I knew I owed my mom a lot. No one could love me more than she does. I changed to be a better me, instead of being an emotional guy, I giving up love instead of receiving. My relationship between me and my brother and mom better and better.
Back then, I got really bad results all B's and C's. Andddd then, I ended up choosing Account.
this picture is so 'young'.


she carried me!

there goes the carry again

Anddd again, she carried me! ;D

Love photo.



Having fun

so 'young'

ME!

Some transferred to other school after third year, Ker Wei, Jane, Makiyo they all left. And there was a girl who came from Ipoh, transferred to my class - Jiaying. She was so quite at the starting, then we are friends now. Hahahaha So, form 4 we had different subjects to study, everything was back to the starting point. ( I guess?) We were naughty but we were hardworking on our studies, everything changed, I having fun with my friends, we had lots of conversation, we never fought, we laughed and we smiled together. :D
you might have seen this before lol ;P

 I don't understand why but fate keep fooling me, we had different class during the last year, our fifth year. Guess the teacher hated for being so damn noisy and naughty in the class. So Joan and Chiew Pei were at the another class, Jiaying, Jiaxin and me were on the other class. But we were still close, we talked everyday, still noisy everyday, shared stories from them about their relationships stuff, it just like our daily routine.
I can't believe 5 years just went too soon, time flies, I went through a lot a lot some might not went through as I do, I've learned and I have changed, many memorable moments, and I still friends with my form 2 gangs, my form 3 gangs, all my friends I shipped them so hard. Hahahaha
I am grateful enough for having lots of friends during high school, even though they always have 'dirty mind or words', means cussing, curse or anything bad, they still respect me and not saying it in front of me which I NEVER said it in my life, they still love me although we have different backgrounds, different religions, different couture. I just want to say, I love you.
she accompanied me for 4 years. <3



Miss Ipoh!
Miss Ipoh! #2
She's pretty but sorry she is taken!


Ugly face take1

Ugly face take2


Ugly face take3
Showing my teeeeeeth


cheese!

family portrait. 

11years of friendship, we are still friends.

Im 165cm tall. 

I'm with cutie here ;)


*Bit weishi - she always carries me whenever she sees me, I always love it when she carries me, I know you are my best friends ever, always there for me. Thank you for the memories. I hope you love me forever like I do, and for people who misunderstanding, we are gay people! LOL

Joan - She is a wonderful girl, she will fight for justice, her words influence us the most! She is amazing, she is strong girl ever. I never ever regret making friends with her. She is pretty girl too hahaha

Kerwei, chiewpei, kaixin, lilin, makiyo, zhixuan, and all- thank you so much for being a part of my life, we been through a lot, and we treasure a lot, those memories are not easily forgotten. Like you guys ;)

And for the teacher's parts:

Mrs Lim Sai Ngeng. I really feel bad for her, She was once my mathematics teacher during form3, and I was fooling around that time, she never seen me appear during her class.... I'm sorry teacher! She is once again my mathematics teacher during form 5, I think she was quite shock for my major changes, she always asking me one thing : ' lay choo, 你有看那个台湾'意难忘'? The lay choo there... blah blah' hahahaha I love her ;)

Miss ong. Okay, She was my English teacher in my second year, she is very kind, very caring, very happy? But actually she is very fierce, I was scared at her last time, but now we are like friends, everything also can talk, even toilets. ( she is our main teacher in charge of cleaning stuff ) Love you Miss ongggggg


The next one is Miss Chong Tyan Yee, she's from Sabah, it's her first year teaching here. She teaches us science and she is our class teacher, so whenever any complaints come, she will get really mad or pissed, especially when it comes to class cleaning issues. hahahaha she is a good teacher, she worried about us like her own family, she taking care of us a lot. Thank you teacher. ;)


 Mr Yim! He was my class teacher in form 4, he teaches us Malay's subject, because I was very naughty, he always scold me and call me to face the blackboard for periods, hahahaha funny moments. Although he seems like he hates me, but no matter what I don't hate you teacher, terima kasih lo lao shi. hahahaha


Mr Koe. My account teacher, he teaches me for two years, never ever raises his voice to scold us. hehehe He is like a dad to us, very kind and funny. He always saying me : '每天在班上不认真.' '你好像越来越矮' '我高你很多' '考试要拿A很容易' ahhhhhh, I will miss him so much. :(

I look like princess? hahahaha

he's too tall :(


He kneel down a lil bit for me hahahaha
Mr Ooi. He came to my school this year, don't mind me if I write this, he didn't teaches me anything, I just randomly want to take a photo with him, like seriously who doesn't want to take a photo with handsome teacher?! At first he doesn't even know who I am, then here goes the rumors spread until graduation day I came to find him to take a photo, he suddenly asks, ' 你是那个那个猪啊?' Then gave me that charming smile! I feel embarrassed and proud to myself he finally knows me. Stay handsome teacher. hahahaha


*Sorry there was still have other teachers remaining but the photos are not at my place, I couldn't upload and having my thoughts share at here, I hope all the best to all the teachers. I miss you all.


This is unusual blog, I just want to share my story about my high school since I officially graduated from my school, this is just a little part of my story, can't reveal too much but thanks for visiting!

2010-2013




Michelle ;)