Happy Happy Chinese New Year! I am finally 20 years old, a pretty lady already. hahaha
So... it's been a tough year, but thank you 2015 for everything...
If you have been following me through Instagram or we are friends on Wechat, you might have known that I am currently single and not in any relationship, yeah we broke up. I hate to admit that it was totally the suck-est feeling ever. What makes it worst? I already found out he was not into that kind of relationship feeling with me before we broke up. I was trying my best to keep up our relationship but still ended this way. It is SUCK. It was still ended through text messages. HAHA but carry on, we are still friends. So, best of luck to you in everything, God bless.
I am so thankful enough to my friends out there for the advises, taking cares of me, listen to what I cried to you guys, I am so blessed I have you guys I sincerely thank you. And for others, thanks for picking your phone and listen to what I was saying even though all I did was crying. Thanks for everything. He's just a teen boy, what could I've be expecting for him to staying by my side at this young age? He still young and he has the freedom to look more and explore more. So I understand. Duh.
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| you say lah, how? |
But memories still hurt, there are sometimes when I am alone(most of the time haha), I tend to think alot of things, I mean A LOT. I try to be positive so that people and friends are not worry about me. Most of the time when I'm alone, I am just empty. I feel empty inside out. So many insecurities, so many thoughts and feelings in me. Some times I am happy some times I just want to be alone some times I want to be loved some times I want to from apart from anyone, It's so weird.
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| Im still cute tho |
My uncle and aunt came back from America for CNY makes me so so so happy, (not to mention my uncle looks so much alike with my late father), he shares lots of story about newyorkcity makes me so envy of their life. The celebrations, the seasons, the snow, everything. I just want to explore the world!!! This makes me want to go travelling, to South Korea, Australia, Europe, US, everywhere! My wishlist hahaha It takes lots of money and time. Damn I hope my wish will come true. Somebody please sponsor me hahahaha
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| Even though still incomplete but we are glad to be together. |
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| my queen and prince |
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| My uncle and aunt |
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| Beautiful cousin :* |
Well I will try my best to update my blog frequently, please bear with me and be patience with me :) Love you!
Michelle
