Saturday, November 30, 2013

Sickness

It's almost December and the weather in Malaysia is a disaster, the sun shines bright in the morning, the rain pours at night. Take good care and drink lots of water. My mom's sick D: Two days ago, I was sleeping then I heard someone was calling my name, I woke up and I saw my mom vomit at the living room. I quickly helped my mom got up and cleaned the floor. I was so shocked and panic at the same time. It's was during midnight 4.40am, after done helping her, I got on to bed and sleep. The next day, my mom was not feeling well, I wanted to bring her to the clinic but she insisted to rest at home. So I took some medicine that our home had and gave it to her. I ended up cleaning the whole house. LOL hahaha after that, Cindy called and asked me whether I could helped her perform a drama. So after my late lunch-dinner I went to church for practicing. My character's name -- Mandy, is a bad girl. I hope I can act it out, the bad side of me wahahahaha I hope D: haha After some practicing, I went home and did some cleaning and washing again. My mom still in the same condition. I hope she will getting better.
Some times, she said things that making me upset, like dying or some sort of shit LOL let's not mention it. I only have you the only family left, everything is gonna be fine. I know you're hiding something from me, I've seen you brought some pills from the pharmacy and hide it, and every time I asked, you quickly hide or just call me to shut up, or call me no need to know lots of things, if you have any sick or anything please tell me. Don't make me worry please. I really could not imagine myself become an orphan again after years I had losing a dad. lol I sounded so pathetic.Anyway, my mom is now having severe headache and minor sick, so don't worry about it, I know she will be fine after some rest. ;)
creeeeeeepy


just a random post. MUAHAHA

Michelle. ;)

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Novembrrrr


Heyyyyylo! I'm back! Finally, I'm free to update my craps, I'm still left my final subject, mandarin. Let's not get worry and enjoy everything, holidays and Christmas is around the corner. Now I really hope December is the awesome month.

Let's talk about my exam. Totally shittttt. I think I know what will I get for my results already. :( Can't imagine how bad it could be, I am really disappointed to myself, I can just regret and learn my lessons. It's my own fault for not study, I can't overcome my laziness, I ruined my own future. I really feel sorry to my mom. Like seriously, my family and those aunties uncles will be curious about how many A's and not how hard you get credits. Of course I want to get A's but my laziness strikes, I really don't know how to overcome it. I don't know why. My mom must be very embarrassed to have a daughter like me. 


In the middle of exam I've joined a camp, called joy's camp. I also want to give myself a round of applause, exam also can go to camp. Yeah, I don't know what I was thinking too. My mom scolded me too actually, : 'Cindy, Ah Girl they didn't join this year, can you just don't join the camp and focus your studies?' Sorry mom. But overall, I ended up very tired after joining the camp, I fall asleep in the examination hall for the first time of my life, I never do that before lol hahaha Luckily, I've done my paper before I fall asleep. Back to the topic, I don't feel the same this year. Maybe of tiring or other reason. Too many things happened, I was trapped in the middle too. I tried to explain but no one listened. 4 days 3 nights are really tiring. Sometimes, I just want to run away and avoid everything. Lazy to explain, explain also useless one lol. I get lazy to care also, if want to scold then scold, if want to mad then mad. I'm okay with it ;) When the time passed, everything will back to normal. Anyway, picture of me and my boy! I watched him growing up when he was just 5years old, and now he is 8-9. TIME FLIESSS

we look cute together hahaha *multiracial



cutie jie ying




okay, my fault



duckface :*



Cleaning process #1


Cleaning process #2


Didn't get to take alot of picture because everyone is so busy and tired, hahaha next time next time. 
Too much awkwardness, too much stories, too much craps. hahahaha 

Oh yeah, I finally got my car, I drove it and everyone's safe. hahahaha I brought my brother and friend to watch night movie, it's late night. We thought there would a few people but it turned out crowded of people. So damn many people. We watched 'firefly', I rated 4/10. Sorry, it just funny but not really interesting. Then we back home safe. Thank God He guides us. ;)
So funny hahahaha







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Dear all, how's your Christmas celebration? Must find someday to shop for Christmas, I'm excited for Christmas, I believe most people too. Christmas is where miracles happen. *Fantasy hahahaha 
After exam, I might be working to gain experience, and of course to earn some money. After exam I will be rushing to watch all dramas too, China, Taiwan, Malaysia, Korea everything! Creepy, horror, sad, sweet, romance, I won't miss a thing. Hahahaha Too bad I might not having much time to hang out. Gonna plan it well. 

Next up, form 6 or college? Frustrating. totally clueless about it. Decided to wait for my results only decide then. Finally I can grow longggggg hair! So happy :3 I never seen myself grew long hair, always that mushroom head, or ugly short hair. Excited for it :) Hehehehe I want to look like song ji hyo like this eh, wahahahaha dream girl. become thinner, become prettier hahahaha


Elegant! <3
Then find handsome boyfriend hahahahaha XD
Just kidding lah. hahaha

oh yeah, before I forget, 21st and 24th of December my church will held Christmas Celebration, YOU ARE VERY WELCOME TO JOIN US. The ticket price will be RM5( 21st night) and RM25 (24th night). 
Guess nothing to update already? well, thanks for viewing peeps. ;) Hmmm, I will be update frequently I think ;) haha See you. 

There goes the Christmas spirits ♥


the trees and lights ♥



decorations ♥




cookies and hot chocolates ♥




Sweets and candy ♥




Presentssss ♥





And you.



And Jesus Christ born.


Michelle ♥