Thursday, November 28, 2013

Novembrrrr


Heyyyyylo! I'm back! Finally, I'm free to update my craps, I'm still left my final subject, mandarin. Let's not get worry and enjoy everything, holidays and Christmas is around the corner. Now I really hope December is the awesome month.

Let's talk about my exam. Totally shittttt. I think I know what will I get for my results already. :( Can't imagine how bad it could be, I am really disappointed to myself, I can just regret and learn my lessons. It's my own fault for not study, I can't overcome my laziness, I ruined my own future. I really feel sorry to my mom. Like seriously, my family and those aunties uncles will be curious about how many A's and not how hard you get credits. Of course I want to get A's but my laziness strikes, I really don't know how to overcome it. I don't know why. My mom must be very embarrassed to have a daughter like me. 


In the middle of exam I've joined a camp, called joy's camp. I also want to give myself a round of applause, exam also can go to camp. Yeah, I don't know what I was thinking too. My mom scolded me too actually, : 'Cindy, Ah Girl they didn't join this year, can you just don't join the camp and focus your studies?' Sorry mom. But overall, I ended up very tired after joining the camp, I fall asleep in the examination hall for the first time of my life, I never do that before lol hahaha Luckily, I've done my paper before I fall asleep. Back to the topic, I don't feel the same this year. Maybe of tiring or other reason. Too many things happened, I was trapped in the middle too. I tried to explain but no one listened. 4 days 3 nights are really tiring. Sometimes, I just want to run away and avoid everything. Lazy to explain, explain also useless one lol. I get lazy to care also, if want to scold then scold, if want to mad then mad. I'm okay with it ;) When the time passed, everything will back to normal. Anyway, picture of me and my boy! I watched him growing up when he was just 5years old, and now he is 8-9. TIME FLIESSS

we look cute together hahaha *multiracial



cutie jie ying




okay, my fault



duckface :*



Cleaning process #1


Cleaning process #2


Didn't get to take alot of picture because everyone is so busy and tired, hahaha next time next time. 
Too much awkwardness, too much stories, too much craps. hahahaha 

Oh yeah, I finally got my car, I drove it and everyone's safe. hahahaha I brought my brother and friend to watch night movie, it's late night. We thought there would a few people but it turned out crowded of people. So damn many people. We watched 'firefly', I rated 4/10. Sorry, it just funny but not really interesting. Then we back home safe. Thank God He guides us. ;)
So funny hahahaha







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Dear all, how's your Christmas celebration? Must find someday to shop for Christmas, I'm excited for Christmas, I believe most people too. Christmas is where miracles happen. *Fantasy hahahaha 
After exam, I might be working to gain experience, and of course to earn some money. After exam I will be rushing to watch all dramas too, China, Taiwan, Malaysia, Korea everything! Creepy, horror, sad, sweet, romance, I won't miss a thing. Hahahaha Too bad I might not having much time to hang out. Gonna plan it well. 

Next up, form 6 or college? Frustrating. totally clueless about it. Decided to wait for my results only decide then. Finally I can grow longggggg hair! So happy :3 I never seen myself grew long hair, always that mushroom head, or ugly short hair. Excited for it :) Hehehehe I want to look like song ji hyo like this eh, wahahahaha dream girl. become thinner, become prettier hahahaha


Elegant! <3
Then find handsome boyfriend hahahahaha XD
Just kidding lah. hahaha

oh yeah, before I forget, 21st and 24th of December my church will held Christmas Celebration, YOU ARE VERY WELCOME TO JOIN US. The ticket price will be RM5( 21st night) and RM25 (24th night). 
Guess nothing to update already? well, thanks for viewing peeps. ;) Hmmm, I will be update frequently I think ;) haha See you. 

There goes the Christmas spirits ♥


the trees and lights ♥



decorations ♥




cookies and hot chocolates ♥




Sweets and candy ♥




Presentssss ♥





And you.



And Jesus Christ born.


Michelle ♥

Thursday, October 31, 2013

End of Oct.

Happy spooky peeps! It's Halloween and I just want share my day with you. ;D 

I skipped school in the morning, I am really ill and I couldn't go, so I slept until noon. After having brunch, mom's tradition, visits dad on Halloween. Actually any random day also okay with it but mom is free so we went to visit him today. ;)
we stopped by the nearest florist shop and bought some flowers, I chose one type of flower called as 'forget me not', weird name but it smells good. My mom chose the rest of it as she was professional than me hahaha. Then we went to Bukit Gantung. 
Outfit of the day?
After the visit, we went to my Grandpa's house. I miss my grandpa sooooo much! As usual, me and my brother sat on the couch and watched movie, my mom was the one who keep talking to grandpa hahaha! Grandpa said I can't grow tall and fat, keep calling me to eat eat and eat. Don't mind gaining weight. Awwww, I can felt his concern and love. Hours later, we decided to back home, before I leave Grandpa said this, ('要吃得像你妈妈一样肥'*in hokkien) ahahahahaha I was trying to hold back my laughter, and my mom couldn't say a word hahahaha Love you grandpa, sooo much! Promise to visit you more often. Stay healthy and handsome.


SPM is coming real soon, my life is so mess up, my room is so mess up, my hair is so mess up. #typicalstudentsproblem LOLOLOL I hope everyone could pass their exam with flying colors. Good luck! This might be my last post until Christmas? So, see you soon bloggy. 




Enjoy craving pumpkins and trick treating ;)

Michelle.

Monday, October 28, 2013

My high school story


This might be a long long story, so sit back and enjoy ;D

5 years ago, I was transferred to Union High School, I was in the third class 1D where every girls at there were so hardworking and clever. I was transferred a month later so I was classified as the weirdo girl. But I was thankful enough I was in the same class with my primary friends *Makiyo, Cindy and Francoise. After weeks of interactions in class, I noticed that we were closed to each other too. But then, I remembered that one time, our school last term of examination, someone was caught cheating and she was crying so bad at discipline room, we all felt bad for her as she was our friend. And all the sudden, she told the discipline teacher that all of our gang was cheating too, it really pissed me off that time, because it was a serious case and I never got into big trouble at school. I was just a form 1 girl! The news spread and the whole school knew about it. I keep on denied, denied and denied until the teacher called my  mother to school. They called other girls parents to school too, Makiyo was one of them too. My mom came after the call, I can see clearly she was really disappointed at me, seems like I can't explain anything but to admit that cheating things, I was not allowed to go to school for 2 days, got demerit 20 marks and got myself 0 mark on that subject paper. I was upset about this incident but I couldn't do anything about it. I started to hate my school, my teacher, and every stupid things surrounded me. I was thinking that 'since I got demerit for something I haven't done for, why don't I challenge the school?' And I started to rebel at those young aged. 
Im really sorry this photo quality, quite a long time photo. 
In second year of High school, I dropped classes from third to the sixth class (the second last class), thanks to the discipline teacher and every teacher who decided it, I became more lazy and gave up on my studies, I felt that friends were more important than everything, they trusted me, they supported me, they were there whenever I need help.


So innocent hahahaha



All faking infront the camera







I having a fun time during the second year, I didn't passed up any homework, I made the teacher angry at me because I didn't brought any books to school, I was caught by discipline teacher due to my hair, my socks, my earrings, everything that against school rules. I remembered that one time, the discipline teacher cut my hair in front of all the students, because my hair was longer a few centimeter than the rules, I cried at school lol funny moments there. Then, I had awful relationships (like puppy love lol), my mom stressed out, I was counseling by my church people, my mom has been so worried for my changes. I had no fear, because I know my friends were there, they still love me no matter how. I was like 'friendship forever' no matter what happened, but it turns out we can't be together for so long.

I was not the same class with them during the third year, I went to 3F which I went to front class while they went to last class. We lost contact, didn't seen each other, I cried for many many times whenever they posted photos together without me. ( this is harsh, no one could understand me although it sounded so childish haha) my only friend, weishi a.k.a ahbit *her nickname was there with me all the time. I thought our friendship were like forever, yet all the sudden disappeared. I missed them so much but it's alright, life must moved on, right?
Then, I met new friends, Joan, Ker Wei, Chiew Pei and the gang. hahaha I was very thankful enough you guys treated me as friend, and love me too. I've slowly changed but my laziness still was my biggest obstacle. Third year was important year, I was having PMR exam and I was fooling around at school. I brought phone to school to play games, I skipped classes to toilet, to canteen, to anywhere no one could found me. I was totally useless at all, I hate studying and facing the books or teacher, but I still respect them, I never shouted, never angry, never yelled, never fought against teachers. If the teacher's right, she/he's right, I will remain silent because I know that was my mistakes.
Months and months, my attitude toward school never changed. I even wanted my mom transferred me to another school.
Until some incidents happened to me, I had family issued and I always thought my mom only love my younger brother, I had jealousy on my brother, he was quite rebellion at that time, I always got hit by him, he beat me, scold me, saying that he hated me to had a sister like me. Words hurt, everybody. And some point, I felt that my mom was the one who deeply hurt, I felt so sorry to her, she was the strong woman who raise us, feed us, love us, even stay strong when my dad passed away, she gave up everything, she was the one sacrificed herself. I was the idiot one that made up lots of trouble, lots of things she hated. So I've grown up, mentally I meant, to be more mature, to be someone useful and to make my mom proud of. I knew I owed my mom a lot. No one could love me more than she does. I changed to be a better me, instead of being an emotional guy, I giving up love instead of receiving. My relationship between me and my brother and mom better and better.
Back then, I got really bad results all B's and C's. Andddd then, I ended up choosing Account.
this picture is so 'young'.


she carried me!

there goes the carry again

Anddd again, she carried me! ;D

Love photo.



Having fun

so 'young'

ME!

Some transferred to other school after third year, Ker Wei, Jane, Makiyo they all left. And there was a girl who came from Ipoh, transferred to my class - Jiaying. She was so quite at the starting, then we are friends now. Hahahaha So, form 4 we had different subjects to study, everything was back to the starting point. ( I guess?) We were naughty but we were hardworking on our studies, everything changed, I having fun with my friends, we had lots of conversation, we never fought, we laughed and we smiled together. :D
you might have seen this before lol ;P

 I don't understand why but fate keep fooling me, we had different class during the last year, our fifth year. Guess the teacher hated for being so damn noisy and naughty in the class. So Joan and Chiew Pei were at the another class, Jiaying, Jiaxin and me were on the other class. But we were still close, we talked everyday, still noisy everyday, shared stories from them about their relationships stuff, it just like our daily routine.
I can't believe 5 years just went too soon, time flies, I went through a lot a lot some might not went through as I do, I've learned and I have changed, many memorable moments, and I still friends with my form 2 gangs, my form 3 gangs, all my friends I shipped them so hard. Hahahaha
I am grateful enough for having lots of friends during high school, even though they always have 'dirty mind or words', means cussing, curse or anything bad, they still respect me and not saying it in front of me which I NEVER said it in my life, they still love me although we have different backgrounds, different religions, different couture. I just want to say, I love you.
she accompanied me for 4 years. <3



Miss Ipoh!
Miss Ipoh! #2
She's pretty but sorry she is taken!


Ugly face take1

Ugly face take2


Ugly face take3
Showing my teeeeeeth


cheese!

family portrait. 

11years of friendship, we are still friends.

Im 165cm tall. 

I'm with cutie here ;)


*Bit weishi - she always carries me whenever she sees me, I always love it when she carries me, I know you are my best friends ever, always there for me. Thank you for the memories. I hope you love me forever like I do, and for people who misunderstanding, we are gay people! LOL

Joan - She is a wonderful girl, she will fight for justice, her words influence us the most! She is amazing, she is strong girl ever. I never ever regret making friends with her. She is pretty girl too hahaha

Kerwei, chiewpei, kaixin, lilin, makiyo, zhixuan, and all- thank you so much for being a part of my life, we been through a lot, and we treasure a lot, those memories are not easily forgotten. Like you guys ;)

And for the teacher's parts:

Mrs Lim Sai Ngeng. I really feel bad for her, She was once my mathematics teacher during form3, and I was fooling around that time, she never seen me appear during her class.... I'm sorry teacher! She is once again my mathematics teacher during form 5, I think she was quite shock for my major changes, she always asking me one thing : ' lay choo, 你有看那个台湾'意难忘'? The lay choo there... blah blah' hahahaha I love her ;)

Miss ong. Okay, She was my English teacher in my second year, she is very kind, very caring, very happy? But actually she is very fierce, I was scared at her last time, but now we are like friends, everything also can talk, even toilets. ( she is our main teacher in charge of cleaning stuff ) Love you Miss ongggggg


The next one is Miss Chong Tyan Yee, she's from Sabah, it's her first year teaching here. She teaches us science and she is our class teacher, so whenever any complaints come, she will get really mad or pissed, especially when it comes to class cleaning issues. hahahaha she is a good teacher, she worried about us like her own family, she taking care of us a lot. Thank you teacher. ;)


 Mr Yim! He was my class teacher in form 4, he teaches us Malay's subject, because I was very naughty, he always scold me and call me to face the blackboard for periods, hahahaha funny moments. Although he seems like he hates me, but no matter what I don't hate you teacher, terima kasih lo lao shi. hahahaha


Mr Koe. My account teacher, he teaches me for two years, never ever raises his voice to scold us. hehehe He is like a dad to us, very kind and funny. He always saying me : '每天在班上不认真.' '你好像越来越矮' '我高你很多' '考试要拿A很容易' ahhhhhh, I will miss him so much. :(

I look like princess? hahahaha

he's too tall :(


He kneel down a lil bit for me hahahaha
Mr Ooi. He came to my school this year, don't mind me if I write this, he didn't teaches me anything, I just randomly want to take a photo with him, like seriously who doesn't want to take a photo with handsome teacher?! At first he doesn't even know who I am, then here goes the rumors spread until graduation day I came to find him to take a photo, he suddenly asks, ' 你是那个那个猪啊?' Then gave me that charming smile! I feel embarrassed and proud to myself he finally knows me. Stay handsome teacher. hahahaha


*Sorry there was still have other teachers remaining but the photos are not at my place, I couldn't upload and having my thoughts share at here, I hope all the best to all the teachers. I miss you all.


This is unusual blog, I just want to share my story about my high school since I officially graduated from my school, this is just a little part of my story, can't reveal too much but thanks for visiting!

2010-2013




Michelle ;)