Hi, I am back

Just referred my last blog post, it was on April?! Wow, it's been awhile. Hi, I am back now. For just a few months passed, my life is filled with ups and downs. Laughter and tears, well life is life, you have to go on.

So where do I stop? :}

May

It's a whole new month for me, back to school month. I choose form6 (*foryourinformation) I checked online to see which school I studied, but normally all Union girls will go to St. George. so on the first day of school, with new shoes on, new uniform and new hairstyle(?) my mummy accompany me to register. Thanks mum, then we have to sit there from 9 am to 3.30 pm. Yes, you didn't see it wrong, it's 9-3.30pm! my mum couldn't even sit for 15 minutes and left me after that. soooooooo yeah basically this is my orientation week went..... 

Two weeks passed and I feel that St. George is a great school, good facilities, tasty food, they even have "7-11", vending machines in their school, students can enjoy anything at there, but the main reason I hate is the time table, do you know every time the school ends at 3.30 pm, I have to wait for my mum to fetch me back, then some traffic jams, by the time I reach home it will be 4 pm ++, after shower and having my lunch, it will be 5-6 pm, no spare time to do any of my homework, we have to rush and pass it up the next day. It's so tiring. I decided to switch school, to MBS. blah blah blah, long story I bet no one's interested to hear hahaha skip!

well May is a blessing month, Mother's day, my brother's birthday and my sweetheart birthday! I did a bad fail surprised for him, I bought secret recipe cakes for him and hide myself a few meters from his house, I hide from 1.45pm (because he ended his school at 2.05pm) I text-ed him that I will be busy and not around celebrating his birthday with him, oh my gosh he totally falls for it, and I was like this going to be fun and he will be like surprised and blah blah, so when time goes by 2pm till 3pm... 3pm to 4pm... I was waiting there, outside of his house, he didn't went back home straight away, he went to cut his hair and had lunch with his friends, how foolish it is...... I was so sad and disappointed, I felt so stupid at that time hahaha and 4.30pm he was finally home, I hid myself again and lighten up the candle and sang the birthday song to him, hahahaha his face was so shocked, totally worth it hhaha too bad the cake wasn't "fresh" anymore. It was a really fail surprised for him.

June
June, it's where every ayer itam youth christian excited about, Dcamp! a four days three nights camp is always fun and exciting, I really learn a lot this year, so much touching moment, and I can feel He's around us during the camp, God bless us and love us so much! Thank you :*

So many things had happened for the past few months, I really thankful and grateful enough with all the new memories new experiences, new laughter and everything. I'm so lazy to post everything out hahahaha

My life full of surprises

Opppps! Sorry for the late update! Been so lazy and busy lately. Soooooo.... enjoy!

Let's get started with my month, March. Hmmm things didn't turn out so well, there's happiness, upset, tears etc. But surely is still the best month for me ;)
8th of March, 2014  *non related to me
It was about our country, Malaysia. A plane from Malaysian airline went missing. I was watching movie as usual then suddenly 'breaking news' appeared on the screen, hate to admit but seriously it terrified me, because it happened for the first time in our country. MH370 went missing until our prime minister announced it ended at Indian Ocean at 24th March. It was heartbroken and sad. Prayers and condolences to the families and friends out there.

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Becoming a game master again after such a long time (after many years), Amos Oon couldn't come to church so I take over his position and lead all the games, gonna admit that although I did not participate in any of the games, I love the smiles and laughter of the youth's face. It's seems that they enjoy it very much. Thank God for giving me the strength to lead them. ;)

Since I talk about church, let me advertise about this coming Easter day and D-camp! Beloved youthful teens out there, come and join me to learn more and understand more about the story/meaning behind Easter, I will update more about this coming Easter.
D-camp is coming soon! June 11-14th, a 4 days 3 nights camp that will make you unforgettable! Workshop, message, competitions and last but not least games! Come and join me! 

I will update more for this Easter and D-camp, stay tuned! Or please kindly visit this page or more : https://www.facebook.com/aimyouth

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March 20, 2014

Guess what day it is?! My day! I stay up late the day before because it was also the day I took my SPM result, I was too nervous and really lost direction, I couldn't think anything before I took my results! I recall back how worst I am when I studying, revise at the same time online-ing. I know my results would be sucks and terrible. I woke up early in the morning, bathed and fetch my friends to school to get the results, this time my mum did not accompany me, she said she will be waiting my calls at home. She told me not to worry much and be thankful to God no matter what, I appreciated every single words she said (thanks mom) As we reached school, we met a lot of friends, chic chat along the way to get results, some were crying, some were chill, some were calm, but for me I couldn't even breathe properly during that time. My hands were cold and shaking, so my friends and I decided not to see our results after taking it hahaha we decided to switch our results right after taking it, looking at each other results and not making any face expression. Damn that was the most hardest thing ever for me! It was my turn to take the result, as promised I did not looked at it and hand it over to my friend, Joan. After she was looking at it, damn she was trying so hard to pull over her straight face, I knew I was getting sucks result. After friends had 'accomplished' all the acting, included me hahaha we gave back our result and bump! This is my good results! 

okay, this actually not really good, still normal tho.

Right after this, I called my mum, acting like getting a bad bad bad results hahahaha Mum: Hello? so how is it? Me: ermmm... Mummy ah..... *crying sound... Mum: it's okay, I don't want to know it already, you've done a good job, it's okay don't cry, still proud of you, etc etc. Me: But mum....I got 3A's...... Mum: what?! Seriously ah?! Aiyo don't play mummy lah? Last time ah your PMR ah bla bla bla hahahaha lol! so right after this, I fetch my dear friends back home and some to their working place and back home. Mummy totally surprised with my result, I knew I could done better but it's okay, should add more oil for my next study!

After waiting for JC finish his school, we went to gurney for a walk, well although having some bad time at there, *making me cry TWICE on MY BIRTHDAY* we still get to celebrate my birthday together with Cindy and Andrew! We had our dinner together at Goodall, then dessert at Straits Quay. Fun time at there! We had to finish cakes somewhere else but we couldn't find some, so we went to Starbucks but unfortunately no outside food allowed. So we had to find somewhere else, we went to a restaurant that already closed and ate the cakes. Too bad we can't finished the cakes because it were too sweet, so we ended up playing games to finish it. It was the most fun and disgusting game ever hahahahaha I was the idiot loser keep losing and ate the most cake, I was so full and almost throw up everything I had eaten. hahahaha but seriously I really happy and enjoyed it so much!!! It was simple yet awesome. ;) thank you very muchie <3

They do look delicious! Yum Yum

Brownies, red velvet and cheese cake

March 25, 2014

Our first girls gathering after a long long time. This time, girls gathering with their boyfriend. LOL hahahaha I was getting a message from Joan saying that they will held a gathering on march 25, I said okay since that day my mum let me fly hahaha just kidding, JC was invited too lololol. She told me that Jiaxin, Chiewpei and Jiaying will be going too that day, I need to fetch them to Gurney too. On that day, JC came to my house and I started to call them to make sure that they were ready so that I can fetch them, then suddenly they told me they were all not going! I was like woah, what happen?! I was so shocked and couldn't react because I was so excited about our gathering, Jiaxin said she was having a fight with her mum, so she couldn't attend it, Jiaying had quarrel with her boyfriend and Chiewpei stay too far away, no transportation so she couldn't come, so it left Joan, JC and I. Three of us...... With all disappointment, I went to fetch Joan, I told everything to her, she said yeah, so unexpected. Then the car went silent, so damn awkward also. I tried to find some topics for us to talk to, but we went silent again after some talks. 

We reached Gurney after that. Joan said she wanted to buy cakes because she was hungry, then JC said he wanted to see movies showtimes, they were acting so awkwardly, it felt so weird but neh, I went up with Justin to see what movie to watch, then Joan called, she wanted us to went up then went down, I don't know what happen until we stopped at redbox, then tada, a room full of surprises! I saw cakes with Jane at there! It's been like 4 years didn't meet up, I miss her so much! I was like shocking couldn't react then Jiaying show up, everyone like crazy, and Joan's boyfriend show up too! guess what? Jiaxin and her boyfriend show up too! All those liars! Lied to me they were not showing up, all kap mai to surprise me, they even text Justin to prank me too, si gui! Love you guys!

after all those craziness, we went to brown pocket to have some desserts and some peace to chic chat. It's been like decade our last met and I missed them so much :'( We talked about our school life and everything in the past, it was quite memorable. I will remember it always and forever!

Walao money really flyyyy.

dear readers and anyone who sees it, please do not order this, this is the weirdest drink ever and make you insomnia at night. It just double kills you

So there goes my month, thank you everyone who's been together with me no matter what! Love. 

Aprillllllll. A month that I should get prepare for form 6. (still hasn't getting the letter yet, but still excited.) On April fool, I lied to Justin that I admitted hospital for some reason, ahahahahahaaha he believed it! hahahaha dumb! :P

So lately, nothing happened to me and anyone else just basically working with my mum :D OH YEAH, I'm planting sunflowers now! But I guess it is unsuccessful because it already been a week but nothing happen to the plant D: sadddddddd. I was so excited and like I gonna have sunflowers hahahaha gonna be more patience! 

Day 1 -7, no reaction at all. saddddd!

4th of April

Nothing much to share la actually, that woke up 'extra' early to make breakfast, because it's an important day. And a letter full of words and drawing, hahahaha so childish, I finally understand what Cindy said. 在还没有追到之前都是男生送,追到过后都是女生做到完. totally 1000% agree! 

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will be more active and updating to blog sorry for the late late post. hahaha I stop it right here, bye. 

Michelle

family

Jiang jiang! Happy February peeps, finally get over my finger on keyboard and start blogging, I started to lost my passion in blogging compare to my past so talkative so many things to share, but don't worry, I'm still here, willing to share my daily life and lovely pictures hahahahaha so be patient to me yeah ;)

This two fellow are too funny lololol

I love this picture so much! <3

Mother gets so active recently, she titi asks us to join her to hike air itam dam, so I join her together hiking, the process is always so painful and I hate to hike but for my diet plan, I have to gather all my energy to cut off all the calories D': Body please be more sexy. 

Mom: 'don't want la I shy to take picture!'
Me: 1......2......
*mom straight smile hahahahha

So pale so ugly.......... whatever lahhhhh

didn't post picture of my brother because he went for a run with his friend.

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SOOOOOoooooo, that's all for now, stay tuned for more, love you guys!

Michelle ;)

2014

Sorry for the late update! Has been busy and really lazy to update it lately but here I am!

I guess I have been a naughty girl in 2013, santa don't seems to like me. Well, all wishes didn't came true, but it's alright, time passes by and he will start to speak with me soon. I guess(?)
I had a great Christmas celebration with my mum and church family. This year, we all sat down in tables and enjoyed our foods, then we had count down at church and..... mamak stall!

Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do

One big family!

Ps: I look great in this photo hahahahaha

photo bomb!

She is my pretty angel!

ko lian him had to sit with me lol. thank you lo Sam.

I spend my Christmas eve and New year eve with them! I have to say that it was the best new year count down ever! I get to know more friends from BBGB, I'm quite ashamed that we praise God in the same church but I don't know or friends with them, sometimes it was just a random smile and 'hello' with them. This count down had gather us together as one, and we can serve God together. I cherish the moment and memories we share ;)

2014
Time flies. I totally haven't prepare anything to welcoming a whole new year. Freshly graduated, jobless. I couldn't work because I have to help my mummy working until new year. I sleep at late midnight, I wake at noon, it's my routine. I online, sleep, eat, hang out, play, sports, jogging, and having fun. Sigh, gonna change my lifestyle since I gonna work this coming February. Earn more money for the family.

Not gonna expect much this Chinese New Year, my brother is not talking to me, not sure we're going to have reunion dinner with my dad's family, guess there will be only mother, brother and I sitting at the reunion table, again. Mummy asked me, 'do you have any friends to come by our house to have reunion dinner together with us?' Unfortunately no one dear. But we will still visiting them on new year haha so nothing to worry about.

Something to share, what should I do? Form 6 or college? I should be thinking this before graduated and planning everything, but I was unprepared and didn't care about it, now I am so blur and unclear at all. There's some guy told me that girls doesn't have to have high education, it's okay to not have high education. Then the other guy said, due to my family background, I have to go to work earlier to like help my family, decrease my mum's burden, don't have to get high education, just need to get into working life and help out my family, the other guy said to me, 'lay choo, did you thought about your future? did you thought about your mum? it's time to let your mum rest and retired, you are too selfish.' They're right, I'm too selfish about getting more educated or having fun and not thinking about the future, my mum yet has to work hard just because she has to pay everything. I'm too selfish. *get too emotional sometimes

Tell me what to do....

Michelle.

Holidays

Dear Santa, I have been a good girl this year, I hope you understand what I mean. hahahaha

Christmas is around the corner, I haven't shop any clothes yet DDDD: every shops are having their big year end sales, hope I get the clothes I love. To be updated with this topic after I shopped. 

Well this week, I having some family and friends issues, it's about my brother actually. He just hates me for no reasons. I don't know what's going on, we're not talking for weeks, I tried to talk to him but he ignored and went out after that. I thought it was some normal argument until I saw him 'unfriend' me on Facebook. I knew it might be some serious issues. But he wouldn't want to talk. He talked with mom happily and when he saw me, he remained silent then went out. This routine keep on every single day. I don't know what happened, but I too tired to tolerate him every time. I cried every night for this little problem, I just want my family to be happy and since it's December, it's also Christmas where everyone is grateful and happy. It's been weeks now, I hope everything will be fine soon, I hope. 

I steal this photo from Cindy's blog, sorryyyyyyyy. Muahahaha, I promise will stalk your blog every time. <3
#2013 January 1st.

I didn't went to interview for jobs, too lazy and I got to help my mom with house chores. I learned that housework never ever ends. I was like washing the dishes and when I was done washing, boom another 'batch' came again. When I do the laundry, boom another came again. IT NEVER END. Then during night, I will help my mom with her job which requires two person to do it. It's boring but I accomplished hahaha other than that, I spend time facing the laptop every time. 

Everyone knows I'm a super fan of YouTube celebrities, I watched YouTuber's videos since I was 13, I still watch it now hahaha (ps: In case you don't know what is youtubers/YouTube celebrities, they upload some videos of them with interesting things or whatsoever to YouTube, and we watch it, then YouTube pay them, and if we subscribe to them, they got paid too, by YouTube.)  lately I go to YouTube and look for videos to watch in case they upload any of it, I notice I haven't watch any of Sungha's videos, when I clicked on it, wow, he is a talented guy ever. I love guitar and he is a guitar's God give talent. Don't believe it? You name it, he plays it! hahaha Continue the hard work! Can't believe he and I are both same age! 

Guys that play instruments are so attractive. ♥

Oh yeah, one more thing to share, Captain Phillip! Watched it on 11.12.13 with my dearest church members. At first, I was really no clue what was this movie about until the Somalian's part. It was awesome because I could really into it. This movie was filmed based on a true story. Thumbs up! 

They are young and fearless

When they hijacking his cargo ship, I was like ' no, no way!' along in the cinema, you could see I was really into the movie. hahahaha Nice movie tho. When last part, Phillips was giving up saving himself, he yelled out loudly "Please tell my wife I love her, I love you Andrea! Sorry Daniel, dad's at here couldn't......'' He is a great dad ;) Watch this movie!

That's all to update. Happy holiday and stay happy ;)

Michelle 

A good start

Returning my textbooks to school, getting some certificates and officially leaving my school. It's quite sad because school was like my second home, I went there study for 5 years and now graduated. Let it pass :D

December 4, hang out with my babes! I drove them to Queensbay mall, we were insane, none of them know how to go to Queensbay, we almost lost. Thankfully we have road signs for like every 5 minutes, we reached there after an hour. LOL as soon we reached there, we just walked around then we went to karaoke, neway. They said student prices were RM13++ per person, we were shocked because it was so cheap, and it ended up RM20++ included taxes and drinks (which were not included in the student prices list) lol.
We sing sang sung and enjoyed it, we knew that we might not be able to have this kind of gathering anymore, some gonna work soon, some gonna leave to Sg, some might further their studies. well, it's kinda sad when people started to grow up. So I cherish every moments we had.

dear bangs, please grow faster.

they say I look like little kwang soo. :\

Some little pictures we had together ;) Too lazy to post it up all hehehe

after some shopping, I drove them back home safely, really thank God so much, He listened to my prayer, because I never drive so far before, mum called me to keep pray in the car before drive and be careful. Really thanks God so much! xxx

The day after the fun and excitement, I was ill, terrible cold and sore throat. My dark circle even more darker than ever. Guess we party too hard. LOL I rest at home for a day. Online whole day or just take a nap. Then wake up helping mom doing all the housework, like a good girl. hahaha Mom is so busy lately, gonna take over everything, help her and be her little assistant. It's like my routine right now, washing the dishes, rinse off the clothes, fold it, clean the house lah. I just notice all these works never end everyday. Thank you mom for the sacrifices as a working mom and housewife. I'm now free and nothing to do, I'm trying to find some ways to help my mom, maybe I will find some jobs within these few weeks. 

Friday. I hiao go 1st Avenue to visit H&M since Thursday was the opening. Traffic jam, no parking lots, totally cannot expect the situation would be so worst. Mom said I'm stupid because it was Friday and new shopping lot is opening sure many people went there. Well, she's right. But as soon I reached there, I picked up clothes that suit me and tried it on. Well H&M did not disappointed me. huehuehuehue

Cute leh.

After that I hiao went to every clothes shop and looked for clothes which suits me. *The nicer the clothes the nicer the prices. -Michelle hahaha So having dinner there then back home. I back home at the wrong time, it's when everyone have their work done and back home. KO RAINING, MY CAR KO MANUAL. Gaining experience every time when I'm out :D

Saturday, IT'S CHURCH TIME! I went to church almost whole day today. We had drama rehearsal and Youth Christmas Celebration, excited and nervous at the same time, I scare I made some mistakes or make Cindy disappointed so gonna try my very best. Fortunately, everyone did their best! I hope I had some improvement after some practice next time. ;) 

Some boring updates for my first week of holiday after exam. Stay tune for more, thanks for watching :3

Michelle. ;)

Sickness

It's almost December and the weather in Malaysia is a disaster, the sun shines bright in the morning, the rain pours at night. Take good care and drink lots of water. My mom's sick D: Two days ago, I was sleeping then I heard someone was calling my name, I woke up and I saw my mom vomit at the living room. I quickly helped my mom got up and cleaned the floor. I was so shocked and panic at the same time. It's was during midnight 4.40am, after done helping her, I got on to bed and sleep. The next day, my mom was not feeling well, I wanted to bring her to the clinic but she insisted to rest at home. So I took some medicine that our home had and gave it to her. I ended up cleaning the whole house. LOL hahaha after that, Cindy called and asked me whether I could helped her perform a drama. So after my late lunch-dinner I went to church for practicing. My character's name -- Mandy, is a bad girl. I hope I can act it out, the bad side of me wahahahaha I hope D: haha After some practicing, I went home and did some cleaning and washing again. My mom still in the same condition. I hope she will getting better.

Some times, she said things that making me upset, like dying or some sort of shit LOL let's not mention it. I only have you the only family left, everything is gonna be fine. I know you're hiding something from me, I've seen you brought some pills from the pharmacy and hide it, and every time I asked, you quickly hide or just call me to shut up, or call me no need to know lots of things, if you have any sick or anything please tell me. Don't make me worry please. I really could not imagine myself become an orphan again after years I had losing a dad. lol I sounded so pathetic.Anyway, my mom is now having severe headache and minor sick, so don't worry about it, I know she will be fine after some rest. ;)

creeeeeeepy

just a random post. MUAHAHA

Michelle. ;)