Brand new look.

HEYYYY! I'm back with the brand new bloggy look . LOLL yeah, not me. I'm still pretty hahaha. And I deleted every post in my bloggy, even the Philippine's trip D': STUPID ME. D':  Well October is gonna end soon, everything was not okay for me. I happy, mad, upset, disappointed, cry. I keep on complaint that life wasn't fair to me. Why? I don't understand. I can't find any places to keep me warm, sometimes I  just think that I'm rubbish.
At school; I can't really get along with my friends, we have different topics. It's hurt so much. At home; I can't communicate with my lil bro. We always ended up fighting or arguing.
I AM SAD, DO YOU KNOW? D':
I really try my best, but  it useless. Feel so miserable, like I'm gonna losing my friends. Am I that pathetic?
Everything I done was wrong. Everything. You keep on yelling, scolding at me, can't we just calm down and talk smoothly? Then I've to act like nothing's wrong and smile at mom, for not getting her worry. Yeah, it kills whenever I smile.

And you, such a player, I hate you.


I told myself a hundred thousand million times, I am strong, this time it doesn't help at all. :(
But I'm alright, always fine. :) I know there's still someone who loves me, me! :D Always love yourself.
okay, end of rubbish talk.  

Michelle. :)